4/2/11

I am having one of those days where i feel fed up, annoyed, worthless and mindless. I get the gist from my husband that i have to get a job, and that i am not able to do squat because i don't work. I suppose my self worth is measured off my pay?  Stuff like that makes me want to run off and shoot myself in the freakin head.
 I really don't know what to do on days like today. I am in no shape to go apply at jobs because i am just a plain BITCH today, i really shouldn't even be around anyone, but being alone would put me into such deep despair i would be worried about my own well being. I don't know what to do. I HATE DAYS LIKE TODAY!  I am sure i will have some kind of severe break down some time today....sigh.
I am so sick and tired of this.