Deep

I realize when i write my blog that it is some pretty deep stuff. Maybe sometimes i am too open and too deep in my thoughts and writing. But going through something SO DEEP i suppose can cause this. i hope i am at least helping others who are going through similar situations, or helping others i know understand the true deapth of this pain that is caused when a child of yours dies. This is honostly somthing i would never wish upon anyone and extend my condolences to those who have to endure this as well.  I thank those who have taken their time to read my painful words and deep thoughts. This helps me so i suppose it is a good thing for me to do. Letting those feelings fester inside would cause greater damage, i would imagine, than writing them here and getting them out. This is a rough journey, and i am handeling it as well as i can.