6 months

6 months, half a year
not too far yet not so near
since in my arms i held you last
half a year has already passed

6months, half a year
a sob still rings with in my ear
an ache still sits upon my heart
since the good lord held us apart

6 months, half a year
destiny is never clear
I thought your were mine, here for sure
Yet God made you an angel pure

6 months, half a year
inside has grown a shattering fear
Too many families will have to see
it could happen to you, it happened to me

6 months, half a year
My love is now shown tear after tear
not by kisses and hugs nor words or cuddles
but tears flowing into rivers and puddles

6 months, half a year
days pass slowly when you live down here
i am heaven sick somedays to see you love
to join you in the sky above

6 months, half a year.
I wonder if my rainbow will appear.
when will these storm clouds pass my head,
and inside me grow life, love, and hope again?

6 months, half a year
standing still on this sphere
looking to the stars above
that's where God holds you, Stella my love.

6months, half a year
I will forever love and miss you dear.