crazy

Sometimes i feel like i am just plain crazy. When i am lost in my head or loosing my patience. Maybe i am, who knows and who's to tell me if i am or not. What i have been through is crazy. Every little last piece of it, scattered amongst the very existence of this life i now live. That i have always lived. I hope i can keep together, what it is i have left, enough to build something more up and pray its not torn down again. That's faith and hope, right?