SOTD

Learning To Walk ~ Foo Fighters

Everyday I feel I have to re-learn to live, to walk. To live with out my baby girl, to live with out that dream, that life, that future my inner soul and mind dwell to this day 16 months later.  To walk this new road, new path that has been laid out before me. Its strange, scary, difficult terrain make it hard to maneuver. I'm not sure just exactly what lies beyond these obstacles, but I continue anyways, blinded by what I wanted so badly. I don't know if I can continue, I don't feel I have to tools, I was never prepared and still don't know if I am just about a year and a half on this path. I'm wandering aimlessly. No goal set, no dream that is conceivable. Just here for the pleasure of others. Trying to find myself in this. Everyday, starting over. Repeating the tasks, the expectations. Waiting for that sign.