Sunday, July 10, 2011

i was thinkin

maybe I should rename my blog emotional puke. I come here to vent my deepest emotions of grief and I feel most of the time I come here to purge all the horrendous feelings that come along with such a low blow to the soul. I apologize.

I am so angry with life its sick. I just want my baby back in my arms. I want her to live.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

i just want you to know that i to, had a baby pass away. every. single. thing. you write. is exactly the same emotions i had also. keep writing. it is very helpful to you and others. someday... you will come back and see that you really have healed...in very small ways.life does get better. it took me 3 years of feeling what you feel right now. i felt like that for 3 long long long years. it still hurts... but not as bad. please know that you are soo very very normal in your greive. keep writing in your blog. it really is a good releiver. i read your post every time u write them. please know i am praying for you. the pain is there... i know... it wont go away... it takes a long time to heal. a very long time.

Anonymous said...

Thank you for posting that, anonymous.
As Krystals sister.. it is so hard to see her like this and even more hard not being able to say a damn thing that will help her. I know that your words provide her comfort.. even if it's just a little.
Thank you!

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