Day 11~ Triggers

Ugh, Triggers. Just thinking about my triggers is a trigger.
I think the very worst one I can think of is pregnant women and new born baby girls.
And believe me when I say I am faced with these triggers DAILY.
So much I have become numb to them. Until I collapse and break down.
My breakdowns have become father apart, but seem to have grown in strength.
Rainbows and longings, things I am missing, missing out on, taken away, denied.