feelin done

So i have been thinking about just stopping the whole Internet thing. Stop posting on FB and stop looking (cause i get so sad seeing all the wonderful baby stuff in everyone else's lives when mine is so sad, selfish i suppose) Stop blogging about my dismal emotional state and this mess i am caught up in...for the rest of my time here on this earth. and maybe find something for my mind to do else where. Like find a job or go to school and finish up my nutrition degree. I wish i had more hope and faith in life. More umph and drive to feel like something matters. I just cant find it. I don't know where to go and this light i have is SO dim i cant see even where i am. sigh. Well i suppose i may or may not see everyone again here, i doubt it really makes a difference. This blog is a big fat depression anyways.
God bless, and thanks for reading everyone.