I have been keeping up great on my running. It seems to help a ton. Its week 3 and I'm up to about 4 miles daily. I do average more of about 2 1/2 though. I HAVE ran 4.3 though in 40 mins. So its going well. It helps immensely with my depression and gives me a good boost of ooomph for the day.
AF came today. I hate her. And she makes me EXTREMELY depressed. She screams in my face and laughs at me "You not pregnant and NEVER will be again" And I want to crawl into a freaking ball and cry my eyes out. I dont know if I can live like this. NEVER being able to have another baby. Why WHY WHY!?!?
This really isn't fair.
THIS makes me hate life.
ten years
5 years ago
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I'm so so sorry sweet heart. My AF came today and with her a barrage of tears and crying. I feel for you
I'm sorry. This time of year sucks on top of everything else you are dealing with. I think about you a lot, miss reading your blogs too.
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